"Rent it?" she questioned back. "I dont' rent it, just let friends and family stay...go ahead if you would like. Oh,and please wash the bedding and towels; take out the garbage before you leave."
And so we stepped forward into a perfect weekend. Complete with great company, delicious food & drink, bike rides,saunas, a hot tub and fire pit looking out over the sound. To quote God, "And it was good."
I thought about alot of things. Friends,marriage, God, my children, choices, dreams,whether I should cut my hair again... all the ways of this crazy wonderful life I left sitting on a shelf, a mere 45 minutes away. Slowly my mind settled down, felt stilled. I wish that could happen more often at home. It seems no matter what we are doing, even if it's positive, life is so distracting. Time away is necessary.
I also thought about freedom those few days. It was the flag.
I watched the flags flying high on poles , a string of them running the length of the coast, one on each lawn. Waving, flapping in the breeze, seagulls flying so close their wings almost tangled in the folds. And it felt like a wake-up call, "See Susan??? Wake up, you take so much for granted. You forget to feel gratitude for the little things, the little freedoms. You concentrate too much on what is not."
I think of the owner of the Beach House...her request for us to "take out the garbage..all else is free. Enjoy!"
I think of what Christ asks of me...basically the same, just clean house..."I am free, I am your gift...just get your heart straight. And don't forget to Enjoy what I have given!"
I get so much garbage going on inside, that my gratitude becomes buried in a big junk pile and soon the beauty of freedoms I have in my corner of the world are forgotten.
*side note: would have been lovely to show you a picture of the beach house gift if my cameras battery didn't decide to die. Note to self: Next time away... bring charger.
This comes in poignant parallel to what God has been speaking to me about. Thank you for sharing from your heart. Eric and I got away a couple of weeks ago, and we had the same restless, couldn't quite figure out what to do first feeling followed by similar revelations about taking out the trash of our hearts and enjoying the simple pleasures.
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Oh, Will and I are due for this, very much so. Thank you for the reminders about the value of quiet time away together.
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